screamoe:

Comeback Kid - The Concept Stays

It’s been almost 2 months now that I have managed to stay out of the hospital. It may not sound like much, but it’s such an accomplishment to me. I can actually eat again without purging, and am now back to my normal weight. Though I still have trouble sleeping, I am no longer plagued by endless thoughts of self harm and suicide. My passion for music has even come back, and I hope to be in a touring band late this Summer. Every day is still a struggle, but I am thankful to have come this far. God has truly saved my life. He has blessed me with a great job, a supportive family, and the best friends I could possibly ask for. 

naturaladditive:

“I want you to know, that I’m happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theatre Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I’m sure she’d make a really excellent mother ‘cause the love that you gave that we made wasn’t able To make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you’d hold me Until you died, till you died But you’re still alive And I’m here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It’s not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I’m not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her? ‘cause the love that you gave that we made wasn’t able To make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you’d hold me Until you died, til you died But you’re still alive And I’m here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It’s not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know ‘cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me And I’m not gonna fade As soon as you close your eyes and you know it And every time I scratch my nails down someone else’s back I hope you feel it…well can you feel it Well, I’m here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It’s not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know”

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You Oughta Know- Alanis Morissete